Changes.

Changes are upon us. Those eyes i once cherished and sought comfort in, saw comfort in beauty in them. I now see evil and malice, pretty people do the ugliest things.

And when I see her I’ll tell her whats been on my mind, all these sleepless nights.

People do insane shit when they’re in love.

frankocean:

To keep it, to retrieve it and to have it for themselves only.

Here is the moment i’ve been waiting for so long. the moment i’ve been waiting for, my transition from what i’ve been to what i’m going to be. I have such a thirst to thrive and destroy anything that stands in my way. I’m breaking free of all the chains that have been oppressing me for the past year. These emotions don’t hold me back anymore, there is no more regret in my life, there is no more fear. I feel like im going to conquer the world. Sometimes you need horrible things to happen, secrets to be uncovered to truly spark the fire in your ambition. I dont need anyone next to me for me to feel complete, i am everything i will need. Love has been the center point to my life for the past two years. Ambition is my new center point, achieving my dreams and having the people that truly do love me. You cannot search for love because love is something that comes from inside. Love is attracted by love. And i’m confident that if i love life and everything in it. My heart will find its mate, i will find the person that was meant for me. I can’t wait to finally see you

I Haven’t said a word to my roommate yet. But he’s slept with a picture of what seems to be his wife and his daughter next to him the entire night. He woke up and answered the wake up call and sat and stared the picture. I assume he ships out today. This makes me think about how easy my shipping is gonna be. I’m 19, no girlfriend, no kid, really no actual responsibilities I’m leaving here. Just the few people I love like my family and friends. We haven’t said anything to each other but i feel like I know him. This is the time where I’m gonna shape my future. When I’m going to make those memories that our gonna last a lifetime. I need to keep my eye on the prize, there is so much at stake.